sometimes i am just afraid to confront my feelings. afraid to see how bad a state it is.
n my fren who cares so dearly for me is just awaiting me to tell him my side of e story.
but i keep sayin 'oh. u see. it was nothing, i'm fine.' n these walls keep him out. out of my life.

n all he does is wait n send me lollis to mk me feel better.