You're all i want
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You r near
Just submitted my appeal to arts n soci. u must be thinkin y it has been takin me so long to appeal. it's a real struggle i guess. right fr the start when i received my postings. The inability to accept where i hv been posted to. the dissaptmt w myself, with where God wanted me to go. All along i thot God had wanted me to do social wk, since i was in sec sch. There was a time when i was really sure social wk is where it is..Then as time goes by, w my results n stuff.. i started to doubt if ever social wk was 4 me. whether i cld see myself doin it for life n stuff.. then when the postings were out, it was as tho everything seemed shattered. The feeling tt u were dropped fr high. (it's diff to explain in wrds)..but i was truly upset. suddenly i felt as tho i din noe wat God has intended 4 me.. where i was to go. Anw, i really struggled on whether i really shld appeal. cos along the way, everybody said bldg n real est is better etc. sorry, i just got cut off fr my thots by the tuition agency. they just called me to say tt the mum doesnt want me anymore. so much for complainin abt her yeah? ok. i cant continue w my story already. it's always like this. i nv get to end my story. But thanks andrea. u really toked me out of my dilemma. like u said, if i seek, i'll find..if i continue knockin, God will open the door. He will nv intend me to be in smwhere i will not excel. i'm glad at least i tried seekin, at least i tried knockin on the door. At least i did not deprived myself of the chance of even trying..
Some friends may hv been brought to our lives just for the moment, or the meeting cld be some God-ordained, lifelong connection that will change the course of our destinies. You r such a friend, Andrea. Thank u.
Hey, peach, if u r ever readin this.. thanks also. for prayin 4 me when i havent even got my postings..really glad u hv put ur trust in God in e things u do.
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You r near
Just submitted my appeal to arts n soci. u must be thinkin y it has been takin me so long to appeal. it's a real struggle i guess. right fr the start when i received my postings. The inability to accept where i hv been posted to. the dissaptmt w myself, with where God wanted me to go. All along i thot God had wanted me to do social wk, since i was in sec sch. There was a time when i was really sure social wk is where it is..Then as time goes by, w my results n stuff.. i started to doubt if ever social wk was 4 me. whether i cld see myself doin it for life n stuff.. then when the postings were out, it was as tho everything seemed shattered. The feeling tt u were dropped fr high. (it's diff to explain in wrds)..but i was truly upset. suddenly i felt as tho i din noe wat God has intended 4 me.. where i was to go. Anw, i really struggled on whether i really shld appeal. cos along the way, everybody said bldg n real est is better etc. sorry, i just got cut off fr my thots by the tuition agency. they just called me to say tt the mum doesnt want me anymore. so much for complainin abt her yeah? ok. i cant continue w my story already. it's always like this. i nv get to end my story. But thanks andrea. u really toked me out of my dilemma. like u said, if i seek, i'll find..if i continue knockin, God will open the door. He will nv intend me to be in smwhere i will not excel. i'm glad at least i tried seekin, at least i tried knockin on the door. At least i did not deprived myself of the chance of even trying..
Some friends may hv been brought to our lives just for the moment, or the meeting cld be some God-ordained, lifelong connection that will change the course of our destinies. You r such a friend, Andrea. Thank u.
Hey, peach, if u r ever readin this.. thanks also. for prayin 4 me when i havent even got my postings..really glad u hv put ur trust in God in e things u do.
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