just got back fr VCF camp. feelin real tired. i got hm n slept all e way till 9 at nite. i guess it's lethargy on one part.. but most of all, it's the appeal. well i just really dunno wat to say. thinkin about it mks it worse. confused n upset i guess. i know i shldn't be. God has a wonderful future planned out 4 me. But my heart's just questionin WHY??
Who knows the sorrow behind these smiles..
The tears hidden behind the laughter...
Sigh.