This world feeds us constantly with warped ideas of love and living. We find these even in the songs that we listen to or the tv serials we watch. N sometimes these bitterly cruel n selfish thoughts sound almost fun or interesting like a tweaking of the mind or escaping punishment under the nose of a strict parent. So we think playing around with our options to be almost the same. N we’ve inevitable turned players n victims of this system whether or not we actively take part in this twisting of norms. Take for example your bf decides to cheat on u. It was ur bf who took off from the normal behaviour of relationships but its consequences r felt even with the ppl who do not tk part in tt twisted formation. N sometimes our lives do revolve around the people who have walked out of that aligned rule but like a circle that never meets the line, we only get drawn more n more out of our first instinctive beliefs of love and life.

I write this not in particular speaking of boy-girl relationship. Though it would be easier to jump into that conclusion, it does apply to our general view of the mechanisms of love and life. Even a quick scan of our msn list, gives us an idea of how people have unconsciously subscribed to this supposed working mechanism of the world. I see nicks like ‘being kind to others is cruelty to self’ etc and we almost commend ourselves for being ‘practical’ in believing in them.

I question about many things n perhaps these r jus some thots tt’s been running while I’m doing reports n reports, reflecting on the msg tt I’ve heard on Sun n listening to some warped song tt triggered this. Haha. There goes…N it is disturbing. Like a disturbing 2hrs flick compressed into that few mins of song.
its called 'something to do w my hands' by My Space Holiday. (e link shows e lyrics..)
http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858497463